EPISODE 1!

06/08/2009

Last night did great in the ratings, thank you all for watching..it's great to be back and I'm very excited about this season. I feel that I'm finally back to my old self after 4 years of crap and a lot of challenges. Kim and I going to the club is a bit crazy right? I mean I am 38 yrs old and a mom..but we thought, we're single let’s just go out and have some fun..The guy that came up to me was a bit more aggressive than you even saw, in situations like that sometimes I worry I may come off as too much of a bitch, but he really wouldn't leave me alone and I had to ask our camera guy Andrei to step in. I actually don't mind crowds, what gets difficult is especially in a club environment, where there is a lot of alcohol, men can get very aggressive! and believe it or not, sometimes women..That's why I get nervous in a big drunk environment and that's why when celebs host events like that we need security. Ray is my personal trainer and my friend of 15 years. We have a great relationship and he's a fantastic trainer (he trained Madonna for 10 years!) He was surprised that I wanted to host an event on new years and you would've thought I should've passed on hosting a New Year's Eve party, but I was actually really excited, what a way to kick off a new year! I brought my dad and was meeting my best friend Kim and my friend Krista. Richard my longtime hair stylist came as well and his boyfriend Don did my makeup. My dad and my mom loved Vegas, they would go a few times a year. This was the first time that my dad was going since my mom passed away. I was a bit worried that he was going to feel sad on the trip but he actually had a really good time. Yes, Kim was taking care of him at the blackjack table, I want my dad to move forward with his life, at the same time it's hard to imagine him with anyone other than my mom (more on that in episode 3!) but I do want him happy. When we got to Vegas, our driver was really sweet actually. Although, he was asking me questions about Wild Things which made me uncomfortable in front of my dad, that's why I told him he was asking so many questions (you didn't get to see that part!) We had fabulous suites, Planet Hollywood is an amazing hotel and they took very good care of us, not to mention my security guy Derrick, he was awesome! Krista didn't like my dress, and obviously I had to get a new one. She had a point, although I loved my cute black dress, with a sexy pair of heels and fab jewelry I thought it was perfect. I'm actually glad she said something because I ended up finding the perfect dress (and it was my favorite color!) We had fun getting ready for the big night, that's my favorite part, chatting and having fun while getting dolled up. I know my daughters are taken care of when they're with Charlie, but I will always worry about them! I really wanted to say hi to them, the very next morning I got to do that before flying out. I miss them so much whenever I'm away from them! The night turned out fantastic! Lance was a sweetheart! And I met Cheryl Burke and Kym Johnson from Dancing with the Stars! Who would've thought I would be on the show with them 2 months later! Actually they were the ones who kept pushing me to do "Dancing with the Stars" We had a great night! Kim ended up in my room and we talked with Richard and Don and my dad till 3 am! it's nice going away but always nice to come home! I loved the ending with my girls and I, I have so much fun with them and I just adore them. It's fun to host events and work but at the end of the day, the most fulfilling job I have is being a mom. Thanks again for watching last night, I will do an update after every episode and tune in next Sunday while we go to the Sundance film festival!!!

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